I started writing the first draft of my Phd synopsis around the same time last year (September, 2016). Having recovered from a short operation (non-life threatening), I was gearing to complete this draft, and start preparing for our move to Mussoorie. While my husband had left a month earlier, I was in our home in Calcutta, battling my reluctance towards this move and completing this draft. Why, I thought, must I move from place to place so often? My victimisation complex roared its head coming up with all the reasons that supported my viewpoint. Home was a short flight away from Calcutta, the institution I loved was also a short flight away, I had just fallen in love with Calcutta, I had begun to call Calcutta home, we had friends here! So I grumbled, submitted the first draft, shut out my negative emotions, got busy with packing and moved.
The first month in Mussoorie was like any other new place. New landscape, new people, new shops, new roads, new protocols, new gym, new running track and so on. And the absolute new experience of a draft that was not to be. By this time, a house was allotted to us, we moved in, and I started to feel dark. Was it the unaccepted draft? Was it this new place with nothing familiar? Was it me? Thus began a downward spiral. From battling one health issue after another, to trying to setting up another home, I felt I was diagonally parked in a parallel universe. I understood nothing. Not even when those darned monkeys tore up my longtime partner-in-laze, Comfy the Beanbag. I did not understand the act, but I saw the ruthlessness in the careless way they had spread Comfy’s beans all over the garden.
Jokes apart, as an uphill battle with my weirdly small but many health issues began, I slowly started to relax around the quiet and beauty that Mussoorie offered. But this change began only after my parents visit. One day they forced me out of the house and through winsome conversations, I was suddenly struck by the cadence of the landscape. Perhaps, sometimes we cannot, until and unless abled by someone, observe the obvious side of beauty. And sometimes, we are not even able. Either ways, as time went on, Mussoorie’s quaint beauty began to consume us. Staying still and watching the birds was step one. Our garden was a window into the life of several birds. It started with the sighting of Blue-fronted redstart (Phoenicurus frontalis) on our lawn. For the longest time, the redstart was the lone occupant of our garden. Flitting from one branch to another, gathering the seeds falling from the deodars around us, unintimidated by our presence. Occasionally, the female made her appearance. While their presence was pleasing, nothing made for greater observation than to watch the competition or territoriality between the redstart and the Himalayan bluetail (Tarsiger rufilatus). Ofcourse, the fact that seeds and other berries in the garden was a preferred food base for both these passerines was not lost on me. Yet, their behaviour was nothing short of comical. The redstart would be sitting on a wire somewhere, and the moment the bluetail would come to the garden, he would be chased out. Men!
By now, its mid-December and the settling in phase is near complete. We’re social again, taking long walks, birding, visiting places in and around Mussoorie, but I’m still bereft of a good draft and good health.
The sightings in the garden steadily began to climb. The most exciting time was early morn (between 6 AM-8 AM) when the “hunting party” visited. Mixed-species foraging flock, also known as a hunting party, is a flock comprising of several species of birds, animals. But in the specific case of visitors to our garden, it was a flock of small-sized passerine birds, comprising mainly of- Bar-tailed treecreeper (Certhia himalayana), Black-throated bushtit (Aegithalos coccinus), Yellow-browed leaf warbler (Phylloscopus inornatus), Grey hooded warbler (Phylloscopus xanthoschistos), Green backed tit (Parus monticolus) and Whiskered Tuhina (Yuhina flavicollis). A noisy flock, their visitations to the garden continued well into December. Even when it snowed.
It snowed on three to four occasions. Watching snowfall was like poetry in motion. The gentle flakes following no fixed pattern make their way to the ground. On the ground, the canvas becomes devoid of colour to become white. Glistening white with a glow of a many many diamonds. Come daylight, the effect is mesmerising, indescribable. Throughout this time, the interspecific competition between our resident bluetail and redstart continued. But around January, our brushes with thrushes began. Blue-whistling thrush (Myophonus caeruleus) and White-throated laughing thrush (Garrulax albogularis) became regulars in the garden. Endemic to this region, both these thrushes engaged us with different calls. Never alone, always in large groups, the calls of White-throated laughingthrush is unmistakable. It’ll be the sound of a garrulous gathering of teenagers. Full of life, their call makes one burst out laughing. The call of Blue-whistling thrush, on the other hand, is melodious and meditative. Mostly heard during the wee hours of the day, it is a great way to start any day. So when a pair began nesting in one of the ledges in the house that we live in, it gave me a glimpse into their nesting and feeding behaviour. The nest was made with moss, roots and soft twigs bunched together in a strong clutch. This nest had close to 2-3 eggs from what I surmised, and was closely guarded by the pair. Once the eggs hatched, fledging happened close to a month and a half later. Yes, sometime in spring. But not before I witnessed the brutal foraging behaviour of the said birds. I was watching a skink move around a rock in the garden, while I sunbathed, and out of nowhere (in sight) the bird lands on the skink, picks it up, smashes it against a rock and devours it. Such pretty birds, with such a pretty voice and a not so pretty foraging behaviour.
Spring is here, the plants have started to shrug off the winter look. There’s fresh flush in the plants, the browns have started to green, the green has started to bear small leaves and the thought of snow seemed distant. By now, I had started to write the next draft of my synopsis. Why did writing inspiration present itself now? I figured it had a lot to do with my surroundings. Everything about the mountains and the life that dwells within it suggests evolution, resilience and strength. Its people, too, are made of strength, and weaknesses are treated as a way of life. The calm of my surroundings won me over, at more than one level. So, what excuse did I have to feel debilitated with a few rejections, and a few health issues? None at all. We must allow ourselves to evolve, grow into resilient people and show strength even during times of vulnerabilities. For now, spring was here and there were changes in the landscape to be observed, while a draft and health awaited.
Ofcourse, on closer examination the mountains are home to several socio-ecological complexities, developmental issues and hurdles, deforestation, invasions by non-native species and so on. But that is an account for another day.
Further resources:
For understanding “hunting parties”-https://web.stanford.edu/group/stanfordbirds/text/essays/Mixed-Species_Flocking.html
For the Blue-whistling thrush call- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQ9S6ykhUyE
For a wonderful account of the birds found in Mussoorie- http://aloksheel.com/images/birds%20around%20mussoorie.pdf
For a guide to birds of Doon valley – https://www.amazon.in/BIRDING-DOON-VALLEY/dp/8184658796/ref=sr_1_fkmr1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1504333912&sr=1-1-fkmr1&keywords=birds+of+Doon+valley
For stories about Mussoorie – https://www.amazon.in/Mussoorie-Landour-Footprints-Virgil-Miedema/dp/8129124343/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1504333816&sr=8-1&keywords=mussoorie+and+landour